I was working like any other day. A feeling of dizzyness made feel a little bit far from reality, like in a second level of space and time, right behind the one. The whole morning had been extremely hard with people shouting orders, asking you about your state of mind, being curious about your work, your duties, yourself. People often behave like a wildely irrational monkey. Competitive and agressive behaviours are part of us, in many occasions, aren't they? In the afternoon I couldn't stand it anymore and left that place for ever. Leaving behind some part of me that I didn't need anymore. A feeling of guiltyness went away and stayed there. I felt released when I arrived home and knew that I needn't to go back there any more. I was at home. I felt free. I knew I wasn't born to feel I had to "work". I hated so much stuff about my life, and yet I knew it was a good life, a very good one... So, at the same time I felt guilty and responsible for what ...